My little Bit of Honey

Do you know what is really hard? Being positive. I've always been a fairly happy, laid back, positive person but lately I've lost that. My shine has been dulled a bit. A lot of it could be from just plain being an adult and all the stress that comes along with that add some sad events, other things that have happened and it all just turns into this big ball of negative energy. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not unhappy, I am happy! I just don't feel as..positive as I once was.  Now, realizing this has been hard and I've taken a step back and I've seen how it has really affected me - I've taken a time out from the constant go go go routine to see that I really need to figure out how to bring that positivity back. I've been looking at some affirmations on Pinterest and trying to figure out how to add meditation into an already packed day. I want to start my day with a positive affirmation, something to bring me back to center and end it with meditation/

 It's finally the day! Our little boy is in school, right now. We had a great morning getting ready, he woke up bright and early (of course) and had breakfast and his milk, watched a show and was chomping at the bit to get ready for school.  I on the other hand was not so chipper, I had been up since 3 with a migraine and there wasn't enough coffee in the world to help me feel more "alive". I was also emotionally a wreck of sorts, happy? yes sad? yes hungry? ALWAYS. So he had his breakfast and up we went to get dressed. He kept asking " is it time to go to school yet?" "Not yet" "k!" "Is it time to go to school yet?" Not yet, buddy. I'll let you know"  We got all ready, he had his Dad do his hair so he looked "SO HANDSOME" in his words and he definitely did, if I do say so myself! Then told me a hundred times "Don't mess up my hair, MOM!" K.  We went over him telling the teacher when he has t